How am i?

When i am doing something i'm feeling fine, really.. but somehow i sometimes just think : ''where is she?'' 

and.. i really hope that she would stand right beside of me, all the time.. i really do miss my x.. I don't know if she's missing me.. but i think so.. well.. i am driving BMX 24/7 but if there goes like 10 minutes i'm starting to think : are we ever gonna be together again?.. 

well a thing i know is.. i've never had these feelings for one person, and i hope the best..

well i am waiting for one date.. this date is the 16th september.. and i got a date with the girl i love again!