This sucks..

Well!! Roskilde festival 2011 was crazy! it been awesome, sad, crazy, amazing, and hurting.. well it had a great start! i met alot of fucking great people.. this guy told me i have to do what i wanted to.. if i want to be a designer i had to see if i could get in there at first! so if i am crazy and fucking good at designing they will just take me? well yeah.. he may be right.. 

Right now i fell like crap.. really.. three days ago my girlfriend broke up.. Not because she doesn't like me.. Not because she doesn't love me.. Not because i am the wrong person.. But because she have to focus on her illness.. This girl I've been with for 10 months, is sick.. and she have to get rid of it.. well.. right now, i'm sitting here crying.. i really love this girl.. she really love me.. but this was the only way out.. But right now.. i don't fell like we aren't together anymore.. i fell, this is a break.. till she gets on her feet again! but i don't know.. i've done what i could.. and i would do, ANYTHING and i really mean this.. to be with her right now!! yesterday i had the greatest night with this girl.. and i hope she knows that.. i will post some more crap about how i fell.. and how the festival was later.. now i just have to leave..

There are many things i love but even more things that i hate..

I love you!
love eyes..